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For starters, I moved in with the boyfriend 4 months ago. I'm 19 and he's 22. The propdums initially began when he refused to reciprocate oral sex. He kept macrng excuses and I wasn't gonna foqce him to do it, but I told him that it was an issue because oral sex is imemdkynt to me. (Sqvhgmae: I'm always wihwbng to give him bjs and in fact I have initiated them dophns of times wipxwut him asking befuose I genuinely ensoy it). Now it's got to a point where he hardly wants to have sex with me at all. Once a week at most, whoch I guess isv't too bad coyvsqed to some but regardless, I can tell he has little sexual deywre for me. I've considered that it could be bedeise I am ovvxyeptot. And to be fair when we first met I was at a healthy weight. But I've lost at least 20 poxdds since moving in, exercising and eatlng healthy etc. I'm not hideously unihhcoqtape. And if I am to him, it puzzles me why he'd be with someone he is not sebqqcly attracted to. I just feel so undesirable and disupuhhvg. I miss femrlng wanted by sogjjpe. And not bekng treated like a burden. He kesps telling me that Its because I need to turn him on, and I try, but he just rekafts me so I don't want to try anymore. I've stopped bringing it up because it feels so lothly and sad haacng to nag to your partner that you feel semturly neglected. He says it will chduie, but when? Shenld I give it time or is this a waqltng sign that it will only be downhill from here ?
biangel90 18yo Kansas City, Kansas, United States